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Hayat neydi?
G\u00fcnleri pe\u015f pe\u015fe tamamlamak m\u0131yd\u0131? Sabah kalkmak, ak\u015fam uyumak, aradaki zaman\u0131 doldurmak m\u0131yd\u0131? Yoksa bir g\u00fcn mutlaka daha iyi olaca\u011f\u0131na inanarak beklemek mi?<\/p>

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Hayat\u0131n bir amac\u0131 oldu\u011funa inan\u0131rd\u0131m. Bir zamanlar bunu net c\u00fcmlelerle s\u00f6yleyebildi\u011fimi hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. \u201cHayat\u0131m\u0131n amac\u0131 bu\u201d diyebiliyordum. \u015eimdi o c\u00fcmleler h\u00e2l\u00e2 akl\u0131mda ama i\u00e7lerini dolduram\u0131yorum.<\/p>

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Zamanla bildi\u011fimi sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feyler eksildi. Hayat, bildiklerimi sessizce geri ald\u0131. \u00d6yle b\u00fcy\u00fck k\u0131r\u0131lmalarla de\u011fil, yava\u015f yava\u015f. Bug\u00fcn neyi ger\u00e7ekten bildi\u011fimden emin de\u011filim. Sadece cevaplardan de\u011fil, kendimden de \u015f\u00fcphe ediyorum.<\/p>

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Bir noktadan sonra ama\u00e7 fikri yerini al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klara b\u0131rakt\u0131. Yap\u0131lmas\u0131 gerekenler, yeti\u015filmesi gerekenler, ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131lmamas\u0131 gerekenler. Hayat ya\u015fanan bir \u015fey olmaktan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131; s\u00fcrd\u00fcr\u00fclen, idare edilen bir \u015feye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>

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Bug\u00fcn h\u00e2l\u00e2 ya\u015f\u0131yorum ama neyi ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 tam olarak adland\u0131ram\u0131yorum. Bekliyor muyum, devam m\u0131 ediyorum, yoksa sadece oyalan\u0131yor muyum, bilmiyorum. Bildi\u011fim tek \u015fey, eskiden emin oldu\u011fum \u015feylere art\u0131k g\u00fcvenemedi\u011fim.<\/p>

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Belki sorun hayat\u0131n ne oldu\u011fu de\u011fil.
Belki sorun, hayat sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u015feyin bizi ne h\u00e2le getirdi\u011fi.<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t

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Hayat neydi?G\u00fcnleri pe\u015f pe\u015fe tamamlamak m\u0131yd\u0131? Sabah kalkmak, ak\u015fam uyumak, aradaki zaman\u0131 doldurmak m\u0131yd\u0131? Yoksa bir g\u00fcn mutlaka daha iyi olaca\u011f\u0131na inanarak beklemek mi?<\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2254,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-2242","page","type-page","status-publish","has-post-thumbnail","hentry"],"acf":{"full_width":true,"header_transparent":false},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/en.artakalan.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/2242","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/en.artakalan.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/en.artakalan.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/en.artakalan.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/en.artakalan.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2242"}],"version-history":[{"count":13,"href":"https:\/\/en.artakalan.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/2242\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2775,"href":"https:\/\/en.artakalan.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/2242\/revisions\/2775"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/en.artakalan.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2254"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/en.artakalan.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2242"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}